I wonder no more. On a summery afternoon last week, weighed down by a cold and feeling a bit overwhelmed by the rote pressures of work, I rolled Cleo out to the large open tract that stands about a hundred yards from our house, and which is the result of the historic 1972 flood, which destroyed several houses. Once the home of families, it's now home to a few daffodils, a stand of dandelions, a couple of rabbits, and a community of vocal robins.
We threw down a quilt, and simply lolled. Cleo looked about, perhaps slightly stunned by the July-like heat, and I lay on my back. Eventually I took her over to a tree swing, and we ranged back and forth in lazy arcs. She leafed, distractedly, through a tiny board book. Maybe we made a few raspberries.
It wasn't a long stay; I think we were only on the quilt for about a half hour. But, boy, it was nice. Nice enough, in fact, that it seemed a pleasure worth commemorating in an oil painting. And, with that realization, I reached a tentative peace with the pastoral as genre. It's not, perhaps, a band of art that appeals to us when distracted. Appointments, duties, scores: such things can make the melody of a lute seem patently ridiculous. And yet, when we put away our temporary cares, the same melody can seem a siren song. Pastorals may seem like the residue of pleasures past, or the promise of pleasures possible: in either event, I'm now more alert to their charm.
It wasn't a long stay; I think we were only on the quilt for about a half hour. But, boy, it was nice. Nice enough, in fact, that it seemed a pleasure worth commemorating in an oil painting. And, with that realization, I reached a tentative peace with the pastoral as genre. It's not, perhaps, a band of art that appeals to us when distracted. Appointments, duties, scores: such things can make the melody of a lute seem patently ridiculous. And yet, when we put away our temporary cares, the same melody can seem a siren song. Pastorals may seem like the residue of pleasures past, or the promise of pleasures possible: in either event, I'm now more alert to their charm.
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